I’ve been trying to be a good person, be a good listener, be there for people. There are 3 minutes left of battery life, so I’ll make this really fast. It still really hurts, knowing that the two of them are together. I have faith in her and I. I have this belief. But I know actions count, and I’m not sure what to do; I want to be a part of her life and I’m afraid that they’ll get too close I’ll be lost in the torrent of the past. The “right” thing to do is what this blog is about. It is to let go and to move forward, to have faith in the best and to focus on the best me I can be. But, there is no guarantee that we will end up together, and I can’t help but wonder what wrong steps I may be taking by letting things be.
Faith is hard.